By Loni Wise Reiki Master
Wow!! I mean, how does one put into words the incredible transformative of the last 7 days? Well I tell you, I am certainly going to try. While I am sitting in the airport, on my way home I am consciously turning the "visual clock" back a few days and tapping into an energy that feels so far into the past. This week presented a great opportunity to make a choice for myself, do I bloom or do I endure the pain of remaining the same. Let me tell you first hand, that while the experience of moving through the pain was immeasurably scary, the fear of not moving through it became literally and physically unbearable. It was a remarkable time to allow myself to experience the surrender and release of the pressures I have placed on myself and recognize that they are mine, no one else's. That I created them and took them on and they were not for me to bear alone. What really made the difference for me in the end was realizing that I am so supported and in more ways than I realized, except in the way that is most important...by Me. In the acceptance of supporting my own heart I became overwhelmed by the emotional release and my heart was freed in every way possible!! The trick is having a true understanding of what to do with that opening when you arrive there.
Last week was full with the building momentum of the approaching full moon, lunar eclipse. So much challenge being presented to many of you around accepting your fullness and allowing it to build around and within. Truly a time to make choices to determine your next step, your next choice to embrace your wisdom and apply it in a way that inspires the rest of the world to live their truth. The eclipse brought some closing aspects to the inner workings of the previous new moon eclipse at the beginning of the month as well as decisions that set the space for the coming weeks and in some cases the next few years. It became that space which speaks to the choice of do I bloom or do I remain the same. This is an intense energy around your ability to surrender while finding the courage and strength to make conscious choices. Feel the energy of staying where you are mentally, emotionally, or spiritually and pay attention to how your body responds. Do you sense tension in the muscles anywhere, are you holding your breath, or do you feel a great heaviness? These can all be signs that you are resisting in some way, the stagnation of staying put. Now, take a deep breath in and clear your mind. Then begin to imagine what blooming or expanding open feels like even if you aren't sure what that looks like, feel it. You may sense some of the reactions mentioned before but you may also feel a deep yearning that is stronger than any of the others you experienced. As that yearning is shut down by your resistance, you could begin to feel some expression of pain. This is your spirit rising to say bloom!!
If you had felt that expression rise and move through, you may have begun to ask, what is next, or what do I do with this new energy? Listen. Listen to your body, listen to your heart, feel what comes through and what wants to move through and fully acknowledge your own strength and courage. Make time to listen to your inner knowledge, for it is vast and accurate if you are fully connected and heart open. Engage in your own empowerment, whatever that may look like for you, and remember that some of the most nourishing and delicious meals are created from the freshest ingredients. Trust where your heart wants to lead you and exist in that moment with genuine presence of self and you will never be led in the wrong direction! If you were feeling some sense of being overwhelmed by the information moving through last week, please be kind to yourself and continue to be with yourself and others, recognizing that they too may be experiencing the aftermath of conscious evolution in some way.
Weather you found a sense of coming full circle with your energy moving forward or not, now that this will not last forever. You, my dearest, are being shifted to a higher light frequency and if you can and will open yourself to being in the flow of it you will find yourself seeing and feeling the world differently. This is your birthright brave one, stay the course and allow space for the pain to heal. Much Love!!