By Loni Wise Reiki Master
I found there was no clear way to classify the energy of last week other than off. It seemed that no matter what realm I tried to explore, (body, mind or spirit), that the energy held some secret which it refused to tell. I tried movement, stillness, focus and chaos and still, nothing was revealed. Then, when I wasn’t looking for it, the answer came to me. Sneaking in as if it had been there the entire time. This realization that things have changed, and not even on the basic level in which it seemed the change occurred…in the simple places of the depth of existence things have changed and I had spent so much time working to find out why that I almost missed it. Shift by shift, the old existence of being, old paradigms, old dimensions are all feeling different because I am changing within them. Some things that used to work for me still do but it is with new sight or changed perspective that I experience them. In this new perspective I am beginning to fully embrace my own experience of oneness as well as seeing duality and all the subtle forms it takes in my day to day life. You see, there is a part of my brain that is the most talented of tricksters and it has this ability to distort how I think, feel, move and exist. This trickster would have me believing that I am separate from other people, animals, beings and realms when, in fact, we all exist together and quite harmoniously.
The trickster is like a virus, working behind the scenes to gather information and use it to protect you from you. Always having ulterior motives that work to move you back to the safe space of what you know, the trickster is cunning, and will often stop at nothing to keep you where you will always be “comfortable”. The trouble in this is that the time of the trickster is ending and for many, this energy is being exposed by all of the chaos happening out in the world around us. Lessons are being learned at a more rapid pace, your LIGHT is far brighter than it has ever been and in this radiance that is YOU, there is no room for a dimmer switch because you have rewired it. You are beginning to be born from this light, entering the same places with a new line of sight that can sometimes feel overwhelming and heavy. Know that you can do this, you were made for this experience. This new sight, new information that is flooding in will begin to bring forth the subtle secrets you felt deep within yourself; validate your inner-knowing and intuition in ways that you will not expect and at the same time will not surprise you. You are feeling ascension and in this experience, often, many changes of life occur.
Truth is, many of you (myself included), are in some significant life changes which require a certain amount of self-knowledge. Many are moving to new homes, changing relationships, ending relationships, transitioning to new careers, or having to make challenging decisions about where you are in life. All the while, feeling this as something separate from your spiritual growth and process. Know that as more and more of you are experiencing this new space and within that space, Spirit, the Universe, or whatever you are calling it, is responding to your physical, mental, and emotional vibrations. It is calling you to set upon the journey of your life, to live your purpose and connect to your true heart wholly and completely. Even if this calling puts you on a path that isn’t the “norm” and feels incredibly uncomfortable, you must embrace it all with as much of your heart as possible. You will know, it will make sense even with all the crazy around it.
As things continue to move at a fast pace you can take moments to breathe, in fact, it will be required of you to step into stillness and rest so that you can flourish. I cannot stress the importance of connection to a supportive community; one friend or many who are on the path and know that we must do this all together. I am here with you all moving in the light and dancing in the shadow! Many Blessings!